26 Jan 2012

The Love of Jesus

May this be our prayer:

 

O FATHER OF JESUS,

Help me to approach thee with deepest reverence, 

    not with presumption,

         not with servile fear, but with holy boldness.

Thou art beyond the grasp of my understanding,

        but not beyond that of my love,

Thou knowest that I love thee supremely,

        for thou art supremely adorable, good, perfect.

My heart melts at the love of Jesus,

        my brother, bone of my bone, flesh of my flesh,

        married to me, dead for me, risen for me;

He is mine and I am his,

        given to me as well as for me;

I am never so much mine as when I am his,

        or so much lost to myself until lost in him;

        then I find my true personhood.

But my love is frost and cold, ice and snow;

Let his love warm me,

  lighten my burden,

  be my heaven;

May it be more revealed to me in all its influences

       that my love to him may be more fervent and glowing;

Let the mighty tide of his everlasting love

       cover the rocks of my sin and care;

Then let my spirit float above those things

       which had else wrecked my life.

Make me fruitful by living to that love,

        my character becoming more beautiful every day.

If traces of Christ’s love-artistry be upon me,

        may he work on with his divine brush

        until the complete image be obtained

        and I be made a perfect copy of him, my master.

O Lord Jesus, come to me,

O Divine Spirit, rest upon me,

O Holy Father, look on me in mercy for the sake

         of the well-beloved.

 

From The Valley of Vision: A Collection of Puritan Prayers & Devotions.

17 Jan 2012

How I Write Worship Songs

What I've learned much about writting worship songs so far:

1. Our motive has to be for God's glory. Not our own. Pride gets in the way quite easily. God will bring you down if you're prideful, so it evens out. :)

2. Worship music not only should be sung to God but also serve God's people and be for their good. Truth is lacking in many worship songs. Hymns (those songs of yesteryears) are blessing people to this day because of their reflection of truth and singablity. Which at times comes of as "boring" or "repetitive". But I think the modern day song has too much unpredictability sometimes or, on the opposite end, too much repetition. Hey I love a good trance/techno/dub-step song but I don't think they communite to the church truth. (Sorry David Crowder Band! I still love your music.)

Sure it's fun to write creatively at times (throwing in some twists and turns in the song), but a hymn of praise is ultimately meant to be sung in the congregation. I try to write to serve the church. This is part of the reason why I keep the music simple (I'm a simple guy and I think most of my congregation is not a music major either) so I don't use awkward time signatures or anything that would be considered difficult to sing along(ie: techno is a style of music which is not well suited for lyrics or group singing -- if you can think of an exception, please tell me!). Funny thing is, many drinking songs almost have that singable quality but as you see in 3...

3. I write songs in spirit and truth, since we must worship in spirit and truth. The twin cornerstones of worship music are "spirit and truth".

Although living our lives in the Spirit is truly the best song to God– greater than any song written– we also sing in spirit and truth. Worship, of course, is more than music. Worship is life. Songs are just a portion of that.

Hymns or "worship music" (as it is called commonly) is a response to God's truth. For me this means I write songs that reflect the truth of the Word of God. Not an easy task! So when I write songs, I write worship songs through prayer, meditation, and study of God's word, which is truth. I enjoy reading the blog of Kristen and Bobby Giles, a worship music pastor at Sojourn Church, who wrote the following:

If someone knew nothing about God, our fallen nature, the only way to redemption, the meaning of life and the future of this world, what could they discover about these things through my songs?

Is the God of my songs the God of the Bible? Is the God of my songs distinct from the false gods of this world?

It's convicting. It shows the important of displaying God in your song, not just a generic "you" which could apply to "Allah" or "Buddha" or "your girlfriend." It makes sense that to sing to God, we are not singing something untrue of God. If I were to praise your wife to being a great French cook, when in fact she cooks Chinese divinely, that would be false praise. That's why worship must be truthful. So I study the bible intensely, reading commentaries from Spurgeon and Henry for edification, sound doctrine, and meditation. Understanding who the God Person is of utmost important to worship.

This was just a long introduction for the reason why when I start writing, I write the lyrics first. I don't think of a melody then try to squeeze in the words into some metrical form. The truth of the matter is truth matters, so I write as honestly and truthfully as possible.

Also, I find that praying to be essential when I write songs because "without you, Lord, we are nothing!" We depend on God to feed us, nurture us, bless us. We depend on the Spirit to counsel us, remind us, and guide us. I can't write worship songs on my own anymore having knowing this. Worship cannot happen without "spirit and truth".

3. Paul Baloche has the best idea for when you get stuck writing: "sing your prayers to God." In other words, focus on God, not your pressures of wanting to write a song or focusings on your shortcomings as a songwriter. Just keep it simple and pray to God. Just you and God. This is how the song "Treasure" came about. "Every blessing comes from the Lord / Daily I will walk in your ways." I realized I wanted to walk with God not because He was blessing me but because he himself was the blessing and I was blessed just to know him.

4. Get rid of minor stumbling blocks for the congregation so that they can focus on God. Worship and life is distracting enough. Idols are everywhere. So Christians should not purposely set up stumbling blocks to offend people which does not conflict with our values in Christ. We still do our jobs, pay our taxes, be upstanding citizens, for the sake of the gospel. This is just for non-Christians too! In worship, we don't need more distractions in our devotion to God, let alone in music that is for God. An unsingable melody or awkward phrases can obstruct our focus. It does for me usually. The saints must to sing together– not sing solo. So I would argue that melody and song structure do matter. We were made like a body or city that functions together not as parts.

When my mother sang in church back when I lived in California and was working with the youth group, sometimes I'd bring her some of the "modern contemporary worship" songs from a Worship Together compliation deluxe CD to see if they were "congregation-friendly". She found many of them hard to sing. She found the more melodious ones easier to sing. That was when I realized that the way you compose a song matters. Melody can be a deal-breaker for a song because it makes the song more memorable to sing. Rhyming is another technique which makes a song easier to commit to memory, so that people in the congregation can take their eyes off of the hymnal book or the projector screen– and sing the song to God. Small things sometimes matter.

I know I'm not the best singer or song writer, so I keep it simple. Worship is for God's glory and our good. It's been a great learning experience so far. :)

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On that note, I just realized I forgot to post my last song, "Treasure". It's a loose adaptation of Psalm 128.

Those who fear You Lord are blessed 
So I treasure You more than bread 
Walking daily Lord in your ways 
I will trust in you and obey

Happy are those who fear you 
Happy are those who obey 
Every blessing comes from you, Lord 
Daily I will walk in your ways

Yes, we know we are blessed when God is our blessing, when we fear God, when we walk in his ways, when we are happy in him!

1 Jan 2012

Happy New Year

CR-10

Let's kick it off to a start. For God's glory and our good.

23 Dec 2011

Reflecting on words and rap

The Wreck of the Deutschland, stanza 9:

            Be adored among men,
            God, three-numberèd form;
        Wring thy rebel, dogged in den,
            Man’s malice, with wrecking and storm.
    Beyond saying sweet, past telling of tongue,
    Thou art lightning and love, I found it, a winter and warm;
        Father and fondler of heart thou hast wrung:

Hast thy dark descending and most art merciful then.

When I write, I write the lyrics first. It is the most important part. I know that the melody will come eventually to me. The instruments will come as well. The beat and rhythm can be figured out as I go. But strongly, I feel that lyrics is the backbone of a song, since my understanding of a song is this: A song expresses the soul. Lyrics is poetry for the soul. So, the lyrics is soul. Lyrics will carry on when you tire of the melody, the beat, the catchiness of a song. In other words, words last much longer than just. I strongly feel this, yes.

The poem above is powerful. It strangely mixes the idea of God as three in one with "lightning and love", finding comfort in a "dark descending" because God is most merciful then. The contrast is amazing. The power of words are underutilized!

So, I've been attempting to write rap lyrics... It's been said perhaps rap is the evolution of the poetry genre (or maybe its destruction/cannibalization??) because it's like poetry but with a beat. What follows this will be some thoughts on that.

I've learned that there are certain features of a song that limit its content easily. I think that rhyme is one of them. There are a limited number of types of rhymes available so that naturally limits what I can write about. I try to work around with this limitation by using slant rhymes ("almost rhymes"). I think the beats are not bad nor good -- just neutral. But we tend to focus on the beat of a song because it is like a ledge we can grab onto. A song becomes more tangible that way, when the melody and beat works along with the words.

Nevertheless, I stick to my original statement: words are important to me, and so I hope you see that whenever I write songs.

On that note, I'd like to share briefly what little rap song I've written for fun:

I chew songs like they're bubble gum

Buying all kinds, then trying some

Since talking about the lyrics is fun

I'll tell you that I write and I speak like a gun

Why is it that words can cut like a surgeon?

And sentences like roses sprout and burgeon?

My paragraph's a bombast blasting out your face

You want to see the train wreck but you can't escape

In summary, words can cut like a surgeon or destroy like bombs explodin', but words also can bud like flowers in a time of beauty. Words are awesome.

Yo, yo, I represent the Word of life!

19 Dec 2011

Song of Ascents Project (8/14) - Psalm 127 - Unless the Lord Builds

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Song album art made by self.

I love this song. It took a while to write. As I was writing it (or God rather), singing it, while on the submarine, it reminded me I can't do this on my own. It was encouraging. All of this work is the Lord's. I work as well but as the Lord works in me.

I bought Logic Pro. I'm crazy and it may have been overkill. It's a learning experience... I'm so glad I'll be going home to California tomorrow. It feels like a long time. A week isn't enough. There are also different venues opening as I move out of the barracks. Maybe one last video before I go? But songs > videos. :)

Sometimes I have the desire to pack as much truth as I can into a verse. But then other times, I just let my affections speak in response to the truth. This song is somewhere in between.

Dear family and friends, thank you for writing to me while I was underway. It means a lot even though I can't always respond. There's a guilt involving writing email. I feel like I'm supposed to be working 24/7 on a submarine! (Seriously, I'm not God)

Unless You Build This House

In vain he rose up early 
And went home late to rest, 
Eating the bread of worries
Not trusting Christ for rest.

He worked himself to down to the bone,
So tired of living on his own
Down on his knees, to You, he sings:
"Without You Lord, I am nothing"

Unless You build this house, O Lord
It will be built in vain;
Unless You guard this flock of Yours,
Then we will become slain

Our city's fortress can't defend
Without You Lord, we are nothing
Can sinners without You  repent?
Without You Lord, we are nothing

Apart from Your living waters
My soul would thirst to death
One thing I ask from you, Father
The Spirit's holy breath

We walked in darkness, dead in sin
Without You Lord, we are nothing
But God made us alive in him
Without You Lord, we are nothing

Amazing grace how sweet the sound
That saved a wretch like me
I once was lost but now am found
Was blind but now I see

Blessed be God who changed our shame
Forever Into praise and fame
Saved by his grace through faith, a gift
Not by my works, but only his

27 Nov 2011

Song of Ascents Project (7/14) - Psalm 126

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I sang this to people from my community group and some people who weren't (thanks for letting me share anyway!). It's a song about thankfulness towards what God has done in the past. Yet in the final verse the psalmist is looking to the future, for God to bless and restore. Apparently he's going through some hard times. This song means a lot to me, so I hope you'll be blessed by it.

LYRICS:
When God restored the fortunes of Zion
We were like those who dream
Our mouth was filled with laughter and
Our tongues with shouts of joy!

Lord, you have done great things for us
We are glad! We are glad! (2x)

They said among the nations
"God did great things for them"
God has done great things for us
We gladly live for him

Restore to us our fortunes, Lord
Let Fount of blessing flow
May those who weep sow bags of seed
And carry home their sheaves
20 Nov 2011

Update

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Dear friends, family,

It's been a while since I last written. Yes, I am still writing songs and reflecting on the truths behind the songs but meanwhile my work load has greatly increased. Yes, I work on a nuclear submarine and as a nuclear mechanic, we have the more work than anyone on the boat. It's been a bit busy to say the least. Nevertheless, God is faithful. He pens these songs effortlessly through me. I can't wait to share them with you. I have been showing some demos to people at my church and am getting some great feedbeck, so I'm at work on refining them. I have stated before that these songs are a bit like a movie adaptation. I can be as literal as I can get and get a horrible dry, emotionless song. But to place myself into the psalm, I have found these songs are as relevant as can be and I FEEL the truth and its impact on my affections towards God. Scripture points and corrects our hearts as we reflect on it.

Song writing is sort of like a pregnancy: I didn't have to do anything to make the song. I just live my life, eat and work, and the baby inside grows. The laboring is starting but it's a joyful process too. And I'm rewriting some songs to make sure they "work".

I see a constant theme in the Song of Ascents and that is that God is our help. According to Cardiphonia, John Calvin's favorite verse was Psalm 124:8 ("Our help is in the name of the LORD.")

"Evidently this was John Calvin’s favorite verse in scripture.  He thought it was so fundamental to understanding our relationship with God that he used it to begin all of his services at Geneva."

By the way, Cardiphonia is a great site that also embarked on a songwriting project for Song of Ascents; I will be doing a cover of one of the songs written by Bruce Benedict (featuring the lyrics of Isaac Watts).

When it comes down to it, these songs are for God and his people. Nothing too fancy. Jesus's glory, not mine. Thus, I want to play skillfully and point to him.

Anyway, I am looking forward to going home for the holidays in California.

Your brother,

Joseph

23 Oct 2011

Song of Ascents Project (3/14) - Psalm 122

The Smile of Notre-Dame

As I promised, I bring to you a new song adaptation of Psalm 122. It is a song about the people of God. I just call it "The Church Song" (if you can think of a better title, let me know).

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Here are the lyrics:
The Church Song (Psalm 122 + Eph 5:18 - 21)
I rejoiced when people said to me
"Let us go to the house of the Lord"
We are standing within your gates
O holy Church of God!

Lord you have made us like a city
Firmly founded upon the Rock.
Let your people all over the world 
Give thanks to the Lamb of God!

Fill us with your Spirit;
We'll speak to each other in psalms;
Let us make melody to You
and submit to each other;
Always we'll give thanks
for everything in the name of Jesus
to our Father in Heaven, God.

We pray for peace in the body of Christ;
May those who love you prosper and be blessed;
Because of friends and brothers,
Your good I seek, O church of God

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22 Sep 2011

Song of Ascents Project (4/14) - Psalm 123

Korean War - HD-SN-99-03144

I'm skipping ahead to Psalm 123 because I need to rerecord Psalm 122.


Psalm 123 (Have Mercy On Us)
To You I lift my eyes
To You enthroned in heaven
As a servant looks to the hand of his master
Our eyes look to Your hand, O God
'Til You have mercy on us, have mercy on us

Have mercy, O Lord, on us 
For we had more than enough contempt
Our souls have more than enough of the scorns of those at ease
And the contempt of the proud

Have mercy on us!
(We look to you.)

Comments? It's a classic lament. When times go hard, we look to God. It seems like those in the bible tend to face rather hard times with people around them (Psalm 121, 123) I feel like I broke out of the meter concept and suffered a bit with it.

Psalm 122 is on its way. I got teary eyed writing that one, which surprised me. (Shhh.)

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19 Sep 2011

Song of Ascents Project (2/14) - Psalm 121

Air-assault mission in Paktika province

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Hello again! I'm continuing on this Song of Ascents project, it's been a nice time for me to learn about meter and poetic devices for God's glory. The structure of meter may seem limiting to many people writing songs nowadays, yet to me it seems to provide a predictable place for the audience to connect and learn the song. I somewhat play with this idea by inserting extra line in the second verse.
The Protector (Psalm 121)
I raise my eyes towards the hills
And where will my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord my God
The maker of heaven and earth

He will not let your foot to slide
For he does not (ever) slumber
He is a shelter by your side
To keep you from harm day and night
The Lord will protect your life
your coming and going forever
I like this song. I think it's uplifting and easy to follow, yet has some twists and turns along the way. The song is like a road that carries you to the seat of heaven, that we can behold the God and praise him. He is our protector. I hope this song shows that.

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